Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Kishore Kumar - An Eternal Soul

It was 13th October 1987. Sun was setting slowly. I was in a mood to listen to the lilting melodies of Hindi film music as usual. When I was listening to it, somewhere in Mumbai at the same time a voice came to a halt. Kishore Kumar died. This is the same guy who once said, he wanted to go back to his hometown Khandwa in MP and wanted to sit with his son Amit and wife Leena (chandavarkar) and watch the sun setting. Was it a co-incidence that the sun was setting and Kishore died? I still do not know.

Aabhaas Ganguly, which was his original name, even though was a Bengali, he was brought up in Khandwa of Madhya Pradesh. At the age of 19, Kishore was initiated into playback singing by none other than Khemchand Prakash who put Lata Mangeshkar at heights by composing Aayega Aanewaala from Kamal Amrohi's Mahal. By that time Kishore's elder brother Ashok Kumar was already at the heights of popularity. But Ashok insisted that Kishore must act more than singing. But to tell you, Kishore hated every moment of acting. He had been dreaming that one day, he would be as famous as KL Saigal whom Kishore considered as a demi-god (till the end of his life!!!!). He wanted to meet KL Saigal at least once. But he never had a chance. Kishore was, at that time, more into acting rather than singing. A series of films portraying Kishore a comic character started making sounds at the box office and at the same time he started getting too many films as an actor. Until, SD Burman gave him the huge hits of the Dev Anand starrers. From there onwards, Kishore grew so big that he started shaking Rafi's kingdom. Literally Kishore over took Rafi.

After SD Burman's Aradhana, Kishore never looked back. He sang almost 112 songs for SD Burman. It could have continued without break had there not been a rift between SD Burman and Kishore in 1958. But again, in 1965, they came together through the Dev Anand starrer Teen Deviyan. Between all these Kishore was already a producer also. He produced Door Gagan Ki Chao Mein, which introduced Amit Kumar as a young child artist. With his brothers Ashok and Anoop, he produced Chalti ka naam gaadi. Door Gagan ki Chao mein and Jhumroo saw Kishore as director, producer, singer, music director. Even today lot of people wonder that was it the same Kishore who acted in half ticket typically like a buffoon composed the songs like Aa chal ke tujhe. The worst part in his life was that people never realised the emotional side of Kishore Kumar. In fact by 1970, Kishore had sung just half the number of songs mukesh had and about 10% of what Rafi had to his credit. It was true that Kishore was mad at money. Kishore every day used to count the money and he used to say that he wanted to see the paisa dancing with his hand. Kishore measured the success only in terms of money and not by any sort of quality. He used to say "pehle paise ke peeche bhaago, vapas paisa tumhare peeche bhaagega".

By this time, Ruma Guha, who was his first wife left him. Madhu Bala went head over heels for Kishore and so as Kishore for Madhu Bala. But it was never a happy married life for them. After this he married Yogita Bali (now the wife of Mithun Chakravarthy). Yogita left him complaining that he never cared for her and always attached to paisa. After she marriedMithun, Kishore madly stopped singing for Mithun for some time. After that, he married Leena Chandavarkar. Kishore used to joke that he married only Leena and rest of them married him. There were many situations where he behaved absolute eccentric. Once he called an interior decorator to design his house. He said that he already have a concept in his mind. He told the drawing room will have no door but there will be a ladder from the ceiling through which the guests enter into the room. The room should be filled with water with a centre fixed tablewhere the tea will be kept. There will be boats in the room and the guests will sit in the boats and go the table to pick up tea. This made the interior decorator seeing the stars. But the final part what Kishore told made the interior decorator run out of the house literally is a funny one. Kishore said that the walls of the room will have live crows nested and they should be shouting!!!!!!. Another incident was that, he was doing a film and one day he realised that the producer has paid him only the half. He came to the shooting spot with half moustache and half make up. Kishore screamed at him "poora paisa, tho poora make up. Warna, aise hi shooting karenge". Producer fell at his feet and paid him the full money. Once a journalist was doing an interview at his home and observed some of the Income Tax document totally eaten by rats. When Kishore was asked about it, he said, I am using those income tax notices as a poison for the rats!!!!

Heart of heart he remained a restless soul. Doesn't the song still touch your tymphanum even today? "Chalte Chalte mere ye geet yaad rakhna, kabhi alvida na kehna! Kabhi alvida naa kehna" There is no way that we can forget Kishore.

Probably even our next eneration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is Kishore enjoying the sunset somewhere from the eternal world?

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Silence... Music... Memories...Sad

silence.. silence.. silence.. all the silence which I could not get during the weekdays seems to be flocking into my home on Saturdays.. !!!

The chirping of the Gubbachchis (sparrow) right at my room window, a small nest which is getting formed, sometimes soft music flowing into the heart and sometimes from my heart, through my voice which I, most of the times, not able to control. Above all these things, if it rains, wov... altogether a different world.

It was in this kind of environment, I was listening to Kishori Amonkar singing Ahir Bhairav and Todi... what a singer she is !!! It's alsmost months since I heard Kishori Amonkar and particularly these two ragas, which makes my heart heavy. No it does not make me light. It brings back a whole load of memories, failures, depressions which I have passed through, It brings back all those phases I sailed through during my college days, post-college days. For me, these ragas are directly connected to all these things.

I really wonder how come we are so connected to music. Some songs, straight away dump some incident which happened sometime in your life. I still remember. I was in my 6th standard. We were all in the class. We got to know that one our school mates who was staying very close to my house, died because of some illness. We all went to see his body. When I was seeing his body, somewhere far away, I could here "Ninna Savi nenape manadalli aaraadhane....." a song by S Janaki from the movie Anuraaga Bandhana. From that time onwards, till date, whenever I listen to this song, immediately the picture of that dead body, that home, his mother crying, the shoutings from his family members out of horrible thing which had happened to them, the smell of agarbattis, sugandharaaja flowers, all these comes in front of my eyes of the mind.. Not sure how much our minds can store in its memory. How many terrabytes !!!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I am back

It's been a total incompetetive attitude of promising something and not meeting up to the expectation. But that's how life is. Mad, inconsistent, haywire, and what not.

It's a natural tendency that when I see something interesting, I switch over to that, leaving what I was into (of course, I do not take that courage with my wife on that.. I will get killed for that). So, I saw facebook and got hooked to it. Some days later, if I get into tweeter, I may start ignoring Facebook. What an attitude? Why this attitude?

There is no need that we have to lead life "like this" only. You can lead life like this also.. The world is big, choices are there. Of course, it's wrong to forget the tail once you get the horns on your head... :) :)

I will make sure that I will not forget the tail...

Monday, April 19, 2010

I went through Hynotism on 16 April evening.......

Photo Courtesy : www.aditiupadhya.com

Saturday, 17th April - It was an evening for one more drown into classical music. It was also an evening where I decided to get hypnotized.


Aditi Upadhya, my Guru who changed my perspective of listening to Hindustani classical music, was performing at Canara Union in Malleshwaram.


I also went to this concert in anticipation that I could meet my Sunaad friends after a gap of around 4 years. I was not dissappointed of course. I met shankar, Lalli, Ashok, Tara Kini (she is my another Guru), Revathi, Niyati, Raji, Ram, so many of them. It was a nice re-union in Canara Union. :)


It was quite a good audience and the ambience was more like an intimate theatre where the space between the audience and the performer will be less. This provided more live wire interactions. Aditi, before beginning the concert, mentioned this as well. Aditi also dedicated that evening as a mark of respect to her father and Guru, Pt. Dinkar Kaikini who passed away a couple of months back and also to Sri. Prabhakar Rao who also passed away few days back.


Shankar Prasad, one of my very senior friend, introduced the artistes to the audience . Pt. Ravindra Yavagal, one of the brilliant Tabla artistes of the country and Dr. Ravindra Kaatoti, one of the fantastic exponents of Harmonium were accompanying Aditi for the performance. along with them, Priya, another upcoming extremely talented desciple of Aditi and Lalitha Shankar (we affectionately call her Lalli) was on Tanpura.


And the hypnotism began.


The first round of hypnotism was Raag Purvi which is an evening raag (specifically during sunset). This is a sampoorna raag which has Ga and Ni as Vaadi and Samvaadi sur. Aditi set the mood of the raag so beautifully that literally we could feel the evening. The effect of Nayya mori paar... was simply brilliant. I always wondered what is that these artistes have with which they make these renditions so brilliant. Aditi was weaving the magic with the sur and all of us were trapped into it. The rendition started giving us a kind of a graphical representation of the raag and the lyrics.


The second round of hypnotism was Bhupali. This is again an evening raag which is generally used for melonchalic moods. This raag does not have Ni (Nishad) in its structure. Aditi created the magic in this piece which is about worshipping this raag itself. The notes were connected so brilliantly that Aditi made it look very fluent. But one could realize that she was delivering an extremely tough composition with such ease. In the dhrut, she sang Nahi Maane Jashoda Tumharo Kanhaayi which took all of us Sunaadians (ex and current) into our flashbacks of Bhaav Yaatra. The wonderful aspect of Aditi's singing was that the creativity was flowing in instantly. Overall , rendition was a total "man lubhaavan"


The third round of hypnotism was sadaa suhaagan raag Bhairavi. This raag generally is rendered as a grand finale . Particularly the composition by Pt. Dinkar Kaikini "saajan ghar aaye, bhirmaaye...." wov... what a composition and singing it was. Amazing.


Aditi also performed another composition of her another Guru, the legendary Shobha Gurtu. Shobhaji is a highly respected artiste across the globe and Aditi was trained under her for up-shaastriya gaayan. It was a composition about Lord Krishna


We were all in the deep state of trans during this performance and I totally forgot that I had to leave by 8:15 PM. I refused to, as it was so enchanting and exceptional perofmance that I did not want to miss out the completeness.


One point which I must mention here is about Priya. This little girl who has come all the way from abroad to learn music under Aditi's guidance is proving to be a brilliant performer. I still remember Priya performing at the auditorium of Indian Institute of Science, NIAS, sometime in 2005 or 2006. Priya has come a long way. Even during this concert, it was very interesting and heartening to see the Guru-Shishya communication live on the stage through the sur. When Priya was singing Aditi was advising her to touch the higher note and come back. Aditi was suggesting Priya to expand the rendition a little bit to create that ambience which that Raag is supposed to create. It is these kind of Gurus who create wonders and allow their shaagirds create the wonder. Priya is already on this path.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್, ನೆನಪು

1988 ರ ನವೆಂಬರ್ ಚಳಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಕಲಾಕ್ಷೇತ್ರದ ರಿಹರ್ಸಲ್ ಶೆಡ್ ನಲ್ಲಿ ಮಂಟೇಸ್ವಾಮಿ ಕಥಾ ಪ್ರಸಂಗದ ಹಾಡುಗಳನ್ನ ಹಾಡುತ್ತಾ ಕುಳಿತಿದ್ದೆ... ಜೊತೆಗೆ ವೆಂಕಿ, ವಾಸು, ಜಿತೂರಿ, ರಘು ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಇದ್ದರು. ಸುರೇಂದ್ರನಾಥ್ ಕರೆ ಕಳಿಸಿದರು. ನಾನು ಮತ್ತು ಜಿತೂರಿ ಹೋದಾಗ ನಮಗೆ ಸುರೇಂದ್ರನಾಥ್ ಹೇಳಿದ್ದು ಕೇಳಿ ಸ್ವಲ್ಪ ಗಾಬರಿ ಆಗಿತ್ತು.. "ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ನಿರ್ದೇಶನದ ನಾಗಮಂಡಲ ನಾಟಕ ಕಲ್ಕತ್ತಾದಲ್ಲಿ ಇದೆ ಮತ್ತೆ ಆ ನಾಟಕಕ್ಕೆ ನೀವಿಬ್ಬರು ಹಾಡ್ತಿದ್ದೀರಿ".... ಹೀಗೆ ಹೇಳಿದ್ರೆ ಯಾರಿಗೆ ತಾನೇ ಗಾಬರಿ ಆಗೋಲ್ಲ ?.. ಅದರಲ್ಲೂ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ತಂಡ ಸಂಕೇತ್ ಅಂದ್ರೆ ಇನ್ನೂ ಜಾಸ್ತಿನೇ. ಸಿನೆಮಾದಲ್ಲಿ ತೆರೆ ಮೇಲೆ ನೋಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದ ಡಿಶುಂ ಡಿಶುಂ ಹೀರೋ ಜೊತೆ ಕೆಲಸ ಮಾಡೋದು ಅಂದ್ರೆ... !!!

ಸರಿ, ನಾಗಮಂಡಲ ನಾಟಕದ ರಿಹರ್ಸಲ್.... ನವೆಂಬರ್ ತಿಂಗಳ ಕೊನೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಇತ್ತು. ನಾನು ಸಂಕೇತ್ ಸ್ಟುಡಿಯೊಗೆ ಹೋದೆ.. ಅಲ್ಲಿಂದ ಶಂಕರ್ ಅವರ ಫಾರಂ ಹೌಸ್ ಗೆ ಲಿಂಗಯ್ಯ ಓಡಿಸುತ್ತಿದ್ದ ಮೆಟಾಡೋರ್ ನಲ್ಲಿ ಸಿಂಗಸಂದ್ರದ ಫಾರಂ ಹೌಸ್ ಗೆ ಹೋದೆ. ದಾರಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ತಂಡದ ಗೆಳೆಯರೆಲ್ಲ ಜೊತೆಯಾದರು. ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ಬಗ್ಗೆ ತುಂಬಾ ವಿಚಿತ್ರವಾದ ಕಲ್ಪನೆಗಳಿದ್ದವು. ಸಿನಿಮಾ ಹೀರೋ... ಕರಾಟೆ ಕಿಂಗ್... ಹೀಗೆ ಏನೇನೋ.. ಅದೇ ತಾನೇ ಅವರ ಸಿನಿಮಾ "ನರಸಿಂಹ" ನೋಡಿದ್ದೆ. ಜೊತೆಗೆ ರಮೇಶ್ ಭಟ್, ಬಿ ಜಯಶ್ರೀ, ಕಲ್ಪನಾ ನಾಗಾನಾಥ್, ಸುಧಾ ಬೆಳವಾಡಿ, ಕಾಶಿ, ಎಲ್ಲಾ ಇದ್ದರು... ಇದು ಇನ್ನೂ ತಳಮಳಕ್ಕೆ ಕಾರಣ... ಅವರೆಲ್ಲಾ ಆ ತಂಡದಲ್ಲಿ ಕೆಲಸ ಮಾಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದುದು ಗೊತ್ತಿತ್ತು.


ಫಾರ್ಮ್ ಹೌಸ್ ಸೇರಿದ ಕೂಡಲೇ, ವ್ಯಾನಿನ ಬಾಗಿಲು ಪಟಕ್ಕನೆ ತೆರೆಯಿತು. "ವೆಲ್ಕಮ್... ವೆಲ್ಕಮ್...." ಧ್ವನಿ ಕೇಳಿದ ಕೂಡಲೇ ತಿರುಗಿ ನೋಡಿದರೆ... ಕಪ್ಪು ಬಣ್ಣದ ಶರ್ಟ್ ಮತ್ತು ಜೀನ್ಸ್ ಧರಿಸಿದ್ದ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ಬಾಗಿಲು ತೆಗೆದಿದ್ದರು. ಒಮ್ಮೆಗೇ ಇದ್ದ ಚಿತ್ರ ವಿಚಿತ್ರ ಕಲ್ಪನೆಗಳೆಲ್ಲ ಢಮಾರ್ !!!! ತಕ್ಷಣ ತಲೆಗೆ ಬಂದ ಪ್ರಶ್ನೆ. "ಈ ಮನುಷ್ಯ ಇಷ್ಟೊಂದು ಸಿಂಪಲ್ಲೇ ???" ಡಿಶುಂ ಡಿಶುಂ ಹೀರೋ, ಕರಾಟೆ ಕಿಂಗ್, ಹೀಗೆಲ್ಲ ಕಲ್ಪನೆ ಇದ್ದ ನನಗೆ, ಅವರ ಮನುಷ್ಯ ಮುಖ, ಗೆಳೆಯನಂಥ ಮಾತು, ಇವೆಲ್ಲ ಒಮ್ಮೆಗೇ ಮನಸ್ಸಿಗೆ ಆಪ್ತತೆ ತಂದುಕೊಟ್ಟಿತ್ತು. ಅವತ್ತಿನಿಂದ ಇವತ್ತಿನವರೆಗೂ ಆ ಮುಖ, ಆ ನಗು ನನ್ನ ಮನದಿಂದ ಮಾಸಿಲ್ಲ..


ರಿಹರ್ಸಲ್ ಶುರುವಾಗುವ ಸಮಯ, "ಸೂರಿ ಸಾರ್ ಸಾರ್. ನಾನು ಹಾಡೋ ಹಾಡುಗಳು ಯಾವುದು?". ಸೂರಿ ಉತ್ತರಿಸಲಿಲ್ಲ.. ನನ್ನನ್ನು ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ಬಳಿ ಕರೆದುಕೊಂಡು ಹೋಗಿ "ಇವನು ರಮೇಶ್ ಅಂತ. ಮಂಟೇಸ್ವಾಮಿ ಕಥಾ ಪ್ರಸಂಗ ನಾಟಕದಲ್ಲಿ ಹಾಡಿದ್ದಾನೆ.. ಚೆನ್ನಾಗಿ ಹಾಡ್ತಾನೆ" ನಾನು ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ಗೆ ಕೈ ಚಾಚಿ "ಹಲ್ಲೋ ಸಾರ್" ಅಂದೆ. ತಕ್ಷಣ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ "ಹಲ್ಲೋ ಬಾಸ್... ನನ್ನನ್ನ ಶಂಕರ್ ಅಂತ ಕರೀ ಪರವಾಗಿಲ್ಲ... " ಅಂದರು.. ನನಗೆ ತಿರುಗಿ ಆಶ್ಚರ್ಯ... ಹೀಗೂ ಉಂಟೇ ಎಂದು. ತಕ್ಷಣ ನಾಗಾನಾಥ್ ಅಲ್ಲಿಗೆ ಬಂದರು... "ನಾಗಾ, ಇವನಿಗೆ ಹಾಡುಗಳು ಹೇಳ್ಕೊಡು" ಶಂಕರ್ ತಕ್ಷಣವೇ ಕೆಲಸಕ್ಕಿಳಿದರು. ಒಂದು ನಿಮಿಷ ಕೂಡ ತಡ ಇಲ್ಲ..

4 - 5 ಕೆಲಸಗಳನ್ನು ಒಟ್ಟಿಗೆ ಮಾಡುವ ದೈತ್ಯ ಶಕ್ತಿಯನ್ನು ನೋಡಿದ್ದೇ ಅವತ್ತು.... ನಮಗೆ ರಿಹರ್ಸಲ್ ಮಾಡಿಸುತ್ತಲೇ, ಕಂಟ್ರಿ ಕ್ಲಬ್ ಕೆಲಸಗಳನ್ನು ಮಾಡುತ್ತಲೇ, ಫೋನ್ ನಲ್ಲಿ ಯಾರೊಡನೆಯೋ ಮಾತನಾಡುತ್ತಲೇ, ಎಲ್ಲವನ್ನೂ ಹದ್ದಿನ ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ನೋಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದ ವ್ಯಕ್ತಿ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್.

ಕಲ್ಕತ್ತಾದಲ್ಲಿ ಸ್ಟೇಜ್ ರಿಹರ್ಸಲ್ ಮಾಡುವಾಗ, ರಂಗದ ಮೇಲೆ ಎತ್ತರದ ಜಾಗದಿಂದ "ಹಿಂಗಿದ್ದಳೊಬ್ಬಳು ಹುಡುಗಿ" ಹಾಡಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಜಂಪ್ ಮಾಡುವಂತೆ ಶಂಕರ್ ನನಗೆ ಹೇಳಿದಾಗ ಸ್ವಲ್ಪ ಹಿಂದೇಟು ಹಾಕಿದೆ... ಶಂಕರ್ ಕೂಡಲೇ ಸರಸರನೆ ಆ ಜಾಗ ಏರಿ ಅಲ್ಲಿಂದ ಧುಮುಕಿ ತೋರಿಸಿಯೇಬಿಟ್ಟರು. ಇಷ್ಟೆಲ್ಲದರ ಮಧ್ಯೆ, ಯಾರೋ, ಶಂಕರ್ ಸಂದರ್ಶನಕ್ಕೆಂದು ದೂರದರ್ಶನದಿಂದ ಬಂದಿದ್ದರು. ಅಲ್ಲೇ ಸ್ಟೇಜ್ ಮೇಲೆ ಕೂತು ಸಿಗರೇಟು ಸೇದುತ್ತ ಕ್ಯಾಮೆರಾ ಮುಂದೆ ಶಂಕರ್ ಮಾತಾಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದರು. ಅವರನ್ನು ನೋಡಿ, ನಾವೆಲ್ಲಾ ಎಂಥಾ ಸೋಂಭೆರಿಗಳು ಎನ್ನಿಸುತ್ತಿತ್ತು... ನಾಟಕ ಅದ್ಭುತವಾಗಿತ್ತು. ನಾಟಕದ ನಂತರ ಎಲ್ಲರು ಒಟ್ಟಿಗೆ ಸೇರುವುದು ಎಂಬ ತೀರ್ಮಾನ ಆಯಿತು. ಮಾರನೆಯ ದಿನ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಾಗ್ ಮತ್ತು ರಮೇಶ್ ಭಟ್ ಬೆಳಿಗ್ಗೆ ವಿಮಾನ ಏರಬೇಕಿತ್ತು. ಶಂಕರ್ ತಮ್ಮ ಟಿಕೆಟನ್ನು ತಂಡದ ಸದಸ್ಯನೊಬ್ಬನಿಗೆ ಕೊಟ್ಟು, ವಿಮಾನದಲ್ಲಿ ಹೋಗಲು ಹೇಳಿದ್ದು ಇನ್ನೂ ಕಣ್ಣಿಗೆ ಕಟ್ಟಿದಂತಿದೆ... ನಮ್ಮೆಲ್ಲರೊಡನೆ ರೈಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಎರಡನೇ ದರ್ಜೆ ಬೋಗಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ಪ್ರಯಾಣಿಸುವ ಶಂಕರ್ ನಿರ್ಧಾರ ನನ್ನ ಮಟ್ಟಿಗಂತೂ ಪರಮಾಶ್ಚರ್ಯ... ಆ ಸಮಯಕ್ಕಾಗಲೇ ಶಂಕರ್ ಸೂಪರ್ ಹೀರೋ..... ಅವರು ರೈಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಎರಡನೇ ದರ್ಜೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ಬರುವುದೇ ??? ಯಾಕೋ ನಂಬಿಕೆ ಬರಲಿಲ್ಲ..... ಆದರೆ ಅದು ನಿಜ ಎಂದು ಗೊತ್ತಾಗಲು ಜಾಸ್ತಿ ಹೊತ್ತು ಬೇಕಾಗಲಿಲ್ಲ

ರೈಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ, ಶಂಕರ್ "ಬಾಬುಲ್ ಮೊರಾ... " ಹಾಡನ್ನ ಹಾಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದಾಗ ನನಗೆ ಇನ್ನೊದು ಆಶ್ಚರ್ಯ... ಅದ್ಭುತವಾಗಿ ಹಾಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದರು..... ಜಯಶ್ರೀ ಮೇಡಂಗೆ ಕರಿಮಾಯಿ ನಾಟಕದ ಹಾಡನ್ನು ಹಾಡುವಂತೆ ಕೇಳಿದರು... ಜೊತೆಗೆ ವೆಂಕಿ ಇದ್ದನಲ್ಲ.... ಅವನೇ ತಮಟೆ ಸಾರಥಿ... ಹೀಗೆ ಬೆಂಗಳೂರಿನವರೆಗೆ ದಾರಿ ಸವೆದದ್ದೇ ಗೊತ್ತಾಗಲಿಲ್ಲ... ಒಟ್ಟಾರೆ ಶಂಕರ್ ಜೊತೆಗೆ ಕಳೆದ ದಿನಗಳು ಅದ್ಭುತ ಮತ್ತು ಯಾವತ್ತಿಗೂ ಮನಸ್ಸಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಹಸಿರು

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

The Grown up Deeksha




Deeksha has grown up now and she is in her high school !!!! Time runs so fast..... :)
I still remember. It was June 15th, 1997.
When Deeksha was born, she weighed 2 kilos and 500 grams. She was born one month earlier than tha scheduled date. A couple of days later, she caught up with Jaundice (this is the case with quite a few newborn children nowadays). The doctor spoke to us and told that the intensity of Jaundice was bit high. In that context, we were asked to put Deeksha in the incubator with artificial yellow light. We used make Deeksha sleep one hour with her facing the light (did she get that instinct of facing the arclight on stage with this ?? :) ) and one hour in the ulta position where the light used to fall on her back. By this way, they wanted to activate the liver functioning. At this point of time, doctor told us that the jaundice level was at 8 (not sure what was the measuring unit). She said that if it reaches 12, then the blood transfusion has to be done. For this, everyday, they used to take her blood for testing. That got us into a bit of worry and confusion. Somehow, she was able to come out of Jaundice. At this point of time, doctor said that she was worried about the parity of lungs since Deeksha was born one month early. But, the lungs were normal.

Back home, we started seeing Deeksha slowly responding to the sounds, voices. We got a cradle done specially for her from Chennapattana, the place known for colorful wooden toys. We got a walker again made from Chennapattana for her. This was one of those colorful traditional triangular wooden walker with 3 wheels (that walker has already crossed 7 children !!! :))

Deeksha slowly started crawling around, trying to converse with us. We were finding it extremely difficult to understand what she was trying to say... :) One fine day, she started walking with support and we were quite happy about it.

Above all, she had a ear for music !!! We used to put music in the night before she went for sleep... surprisingly, even today, she has the habit of putting on the music and sleep !!

She was 6 years and she started developing the sense of rhythm. We observed that and decided to put her to learn dance. I wanted her to learn a different format of dance and hence put her under Vyjayanthi Kashi for Kuchipudi. Most children learn Bharatanatyam. But I wanted Kuchipudi as that was more story oriented and Abhinaya oriented. This had the combination of theatre, music and dance. Deeksha liked the form instantly. It was very nice to see her going through the learning sessions. She must have been around 3 feet and we got her a small uniform stitched for the dance class. It was very interesting to see her dancing to the rhythm.
In the school also, she started participating in the extra curriculums. Every dance event, every music event, till date, she is part of that in her school since her LKG days. From the time she was dancing with colorful umbrellas when she was in her 1st or 2nd standard, to now, where she performs her solos, it's been a wonderful journey for her. Academically also, she has been on A and A+ which I am not really bothered. What I believe is that the children have to grow in the external world and not in the world of bookish education.

She wants to do her fine arts or journalism when she completes her 10th standard. I want her to see the practical world more than the imaginary world which we all provide to our children. She do not want to become an engineer or a doctor as she do not like science and mathematics.

I still have kept the option open for her. I am not forcing her to do what I like (But, for sure, I have spoken to her about how studying fine arts or journalism would enrich her life and exepriences). She want to continue her dancing and she wants to be in the field of arts. There remains the target as of now... :) :)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Kanu Sanyal.... Lal Salaam

Kanu Sanyal.... one of the founders of Naxalbari movement with a clear ideology and principles is no more... His body was found at his residence. He committed suicide by hanging himself.

Even though, I am nowhere related to Communist ideologies, Kanu's ideologies, somewhere at some corner of my heart I felt very bad about a revolutionary who was so dedicated to what he wanted to do. His principles were good but the way his successors followed were quite dirty politics and dirty games...

He almost became silent after he lost his comrade friend Charu Mazumdar with whom he started Naxalbari movement in West Bengal.

Such a sad ending for such a great leader.... All yechuris, Bardhans, Basus, Bhattacharyas, should learn from Kanu as to what a communist is supposed to be.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Dip into Music.......

One more round on music... but this time, it's Hindi film music.

For me, it's always an interesting fact that how music gets generated in one's mind, gets passed on to another one and also many people from there. This process of music reaching the last level, that is we fellows, is a long journey.

Initially, when I was listening to Madan Mohan or Salil Chowdhary, I wanted to become like them. But very soon realized that it is not like you just become a music director. One need to have lots of thought process about how the music should originate, what shape it should take and what is the satisfaction one gets out of composing the music. More than anything, getting drowned in music !!!!

For example, people like Madan Mohan were so perfectionists that they could not tolerate even single "besur" in any of the instrument or voice. Ilayaraaja, can find out one besur in 40 piece orchestra where 20 violins are there. He can find out which particular violin is creating the problem.

Now, to get to that level of detailing is not possible if you just wish to become a music director. It needs lot of meditation about music. It needs lot of sense of listening to the music. It needs hell a lot of power to identify the mistake and more than anything, to prove what was identified as a mistake.

Salil Chowdhary was one music director who could literally play any musical instrument. In most of his compositions, he has taken charge of the highlighting instrument and delivered it perfectly. Again, it needs lot of guts to provide an outcome which is equivalent to a master artiste. Salil Chowdhary had that guts.

Also for him, language really did not matter to create those "all time, never to come" gems. Be it Choti si Baat, Aanand, Parakh, Jaagte Raho in Hindi or Chemmeen and Manasvini in Malayalam, it was that creative element which created history.

Even today, I find just one tune of a line of his song "baag mein kali khili bawra nahi aaya" repeating in the songs of Chemmeen, an amazing thing. What is the language has to do here? It's sheer music and sheer creativity and the passion which has worked. I do not think there are these kind of experiments from any music director.

For great souls like Salil Chowdhary, Madan Mohan and Ilayaraja, apart from the nuances of music rather technically perfect music, it is the music which just oozes out of their heart and soul, is what is important.

Listen to Madan Mohan's "Yun hasraton ke daag" from the movie Dastak in Lata Mangeshkar's voice. You will be zapped at the violin pieces... wov... it creates such an amazing graphics in your mind when you listen, that you can never escape from it. These are the things which makes music directors like Madan Mohan, a unique composer. Even today, I get goosebumps when I listen to "Maayi re...." in Madan Mohan's voice. Just one sharp note in a stanza is enough.... it changes the entire pattern of the song creating myriad colors !!!

With all these, I decided that I do not fit the bill of a music director. I always felt that there is a complete life ahead for me to listen, listen and listen. Leave those compositions to the GODS !!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Aditi Upadhya - A Musician or A Magician !! ??

Listening again to Aditi Upadhya after a long time .... What a divine voice!!!

Be it Bhajans, Be it Khayals, Be it Tumris, even Ghazals, she always delivers her best....

I still remember our show Bhaav Yaatra at Chowdaiah Memorial Hall / Bharatiya Vidya Bhavan, Mumbai / NCPA, Mumbai. I was part of Sunaad which she started along with Tara Kini.

One of the situations was about Meera and her life. Shabnam Virmaani speaks about Meera, which had set the mood. Aditi started singing the meera Bhajan.

I felt chill running in my spine. What was I experiencing? I was not sure. But it was something very strange which I had not experienced till then. I had listened to meera bhajans umpteen number of times in different voices. But this was something mesmerizing and I was almost lost in those waves. Automatically, I could sense that I was failing to control my tears listening to Aditi. I had to force myself to be back into the real world as I was on stage and I had to join my voice with others in the program. Very strange that every Bhaav Yaatra show I was part of, it was similar kind of emotion I went through.

What is that these kind of musicians do to you? I think they just evoke those thoughts which you were never even aware that it was within you. Aditi is one such singer. Even today, I feel those emotions. I think that's the power of Indian music and artistes like Aditi, takes it to a different level.

One more interesting thing is that once you are finished listening to Aditi's songs, you feel so light !!! I think that's the power of music which flows through the voices of artistes like Aditi Upadhya.

Just for curiosity, here is the website about Aditi

http://www.aditiupadhya.com/

Friday, March 12, 2010

Eyes

It's been eyes, eyes, eyes all the way...

In this hot summer, those eyes definitely cools me off... but where are those eyes?? Searching... .Searching.... Searching... :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

What all happened !!!!

ok..ok... I am back again... But this time, for sure I will stay long and dump my thoughts everyday....

It's been very strange how things are changing in life....

  • Daughter is already in 7th standard, she is 12 years old !!!
  • My cousin's daughter is expecting a baby in few months.... that's going to make me a Thaatha.... :)
  • All those folks who were kids in our marriage have grown up and have bought cars, houses, got married, and it's all in this 15 years.....

The only one thing which has not changed is the indescipline in me.... :)

But, life should change, I should change, people should change, world should change... and of course for good..... !!!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

What Republic Day ??

November 25th - My last blog....

Two months later......

January 26th - Randomly, getting into the world, leaving my footprint....

Republic Day --- People say "Happy Republic Day".... I am sitll surprised as to what is this wishing "Happy Republic Day" is all about.

Republic Day is an event for us to think on how responsible are we towards our coutry. It's time to seriously introspect, how much we love our country. It's also the time to think how can we strengthen our nation which we have taken for granted.

I was trying to analyze how much I have contributed to the well being of my nation.

I look back during those days in 1996 - 97

We were collectively fighting for the existance of the Jenu Kuruba community which was about to be thrown out of Nagarahole National Park as Taj wanted to come up with a resort (which governement officers shamelessly justified in front of the media.

The spirit of our nation and its people who have been totally neglected was a matter of concern for us. We were concerned that this community were targeted to totally going off their land and culture because of the idiot babus and the Ratan Tata wanted to be here with their families enjoying at the cost of Jenu Kurubas.

We fought in High Court and went even to the Supreme Court and finally Supreme Court asked Tatas to get out of the forest.

So, my concern is that, what Tatas and Birlas do, is that the only way a nation can grow? Are they only people who are contributing to the growth of the country?

By the way, what does "GROWTH" means?

Demolishing those communities, who have been building the culture of the nation for generations? Killing trees to make way for flyovers and metros.... ????

Is this "Growth"?

Not sure why we cannot think on these aspects.... :(

I know, i am talking like a pessimist. But that's the fact as of today.